Previously on Dot dOt doT...

...I'm back...

 Yeah, I know, I've been gone for an unforgivable amount of time this time; but I have things to write about now!
 So, where do I begin?
 I think that the best way to start this off, is to announce that I'm finally married!!!!
 For over a year now... We got married January 29, 2012, and boy has it been an interesting year and a half! Here are some of the topics that we went through:
 -SSI
-Jobs
-Friends
-Guns
-Smoking
-Fights
 -Drinking
-Smoking
-Babies!
 -House Hunting
-Motels
-Marital issues
 and much more!

 I realize that it's almost been 3 years, but there was a lot of growing up for me to do, and still a lot left... but I feel that I've matured enough to at least write about what I learned, and hopefully share a few moments of wisdom, laughter, joy, tears, and insight on a slightly charmed, always blessed, mostly truthful Gemini mind.
 I also want to start sharing shirt ideas with you! And who knows, maybe a few other creative things. I don't want to limit myself to one area; I'm willing to try it all!

 "Normalcy, complacency, and simplicity is for people who can't imagine anything better." -Joseph Urciaga 

Dear Jillian,
 This is my first attempt at writing to you. It's hard to know that you won't ever be able to read this, but this is my version of therapy. I thought of you today. I didn't know if I felt sad or lost, but it kind of put me in a trance. I wonder what it would be like if you were here. How would my mornings go? How would I entertain you? How much would my life change because you were in it? As much as it makes me sad to think of you, it also gives me peace. Now if only it would give me direction... I love you.
-Mommy

Life, Love and Lyrics...

My favorite days in October are as follows:

October 17: My first Tegan and Sara concert (in 2008)
October 18: Robyn's birthday
October 27: Meeting Tegan and Sara in person (in 2009)
October 28: Me and Joseph becoming an official couple!!!


I'm still in shock!
It started off as an elaborate joke for my cousin, and now it's real, and craziest of all, WE'RE ENGAGED!!!!


Seems sudden, right? Wrong! Besides the song angel from my voice class, this has been the longest pursuit I have ever had.

I've known Joe for 2 years now, and I've always liked him because he breaks the mold in originality for me.
He only tries to be himself, and nothing more. He's also very opinionated and extremely sarcastic... like me!

It's funny because even though I've tried on more than one occasion to be acknowledged and seen by him, he only noticed me when I was myself, and all my insecurities were in the open.

Now that I'm with him, I couldn't possibly see how my life would be without him. I love him so much, I have considered the impossible... kids!

I know, right?

But he would make a great dad, and I would want to give him the family he always wanted.

I've always heard that opposites attract, but he is completely different from the type of guy I saw myself with.

He's shorter than me, he's 3 years younger than me, and he has no musical talents whatsoever, but when he sings to me I fall for him all over again!


Yes, I am in love, and it's literally making me go crazy, because for the last 3 weeks I haven't been able to function without him.


I also love his family like they were my own. His 2 brothers, mom and stepdad are everything to me... especially his mom.

He makes me want to sing every love song at once.


Here are some of my favorite music quotes that has to do with love:


"My heart's beating, can't you hear it? If I'm the music, you're my lyrics." ~J. Holiday Be With Me

"And when I hear you on the radio, I'd never wanna change a single note
It's what I tried to say all along, You're my favorite song" ~Demi Lovato You're My Favorite Song

"Baby you and me we're just so good together, look at how we harmonize. [Boy] we're like the perfect melody that keeps getting better, we can stand the test of time." ~Musiq Greatestlove


Just a few for now...

I need to concentrate in my class right now, but I knew I couldn't until I shared this feeling!

Later!