Taking the High Road...

I know on Twitter and Myspace I promised a new blog, but I got lazy!!! lol Sorry.

I have a question:
2 sets of friends, 2 different events, 1 night... how do you choose what you're going to do?

Now if they're both happening at different times during the day that's fine, but what if they're happening simultaneously? Do you try to split the time in half, or just commit yourself to one event and take a raincheck on the other? Let's throw a monkeywrench in there: what if you have someone attending the first event with you, and their intention is to stay until the end?

"They can find their own way back" is what most of your are probably thinking, but I have another approach to that thought: the driver should communicate their intentions to the rider so that the other person can make the appropriate adjustments, such as finding another ride.

This happened to me today, but the driver informed me of their plans up front. I was fine with the arrangements we made together, but what I didn't calculate into my plans was what if I wanted to stay longer??

And that's what happened.

The driver was ready to go at the time specified in our earlier conversation, and I wasn't. We were visiting at a friend's house, who lived no more than 3 minutes away (driving distance). Normally, I would've just opted to walk home, but since it's dark out, and my feet was hurting, I didn't chance it.

I kinda got a little irritated because I realized that this was going to be my life's story until I got my own set of wheels. It's really hard to depend on someone when you're used to just getting up and going when you get ready.

It's also very humbling... which is something else I need to work on.

It's hard for me to accept things that I would normally get/do for myself from others, but it's even harder to me to accept them from my family!!!

Most people's perspective on family is that you can always count on them. But mine is more "I'd rather not count on the ones whose always giving me grief!" Family tend to criticize more and are less accepting.

People who don't know you well can adapt to your changes better than the people who have known you all your life. They have you moulded into their heads a certain way, and to them, you're not supposed to deviate.

When you do, it causes conflict.

Talking about my issues with family can take a blog or two!! lol

Getting back to the topic, this is how it was resolved:

We left, and I didn't make a fuss, because that is what we agreed to. However, I know now, that I will explore all options, and take matters into my own hands. From now on, I will make sure that when it comes to going places with another person, I have more than one way to get back home... that way we can all do what we want to do with our time, and not feel pressured to stay for the rider, or the rider feeling "rushed" because the driver is ready to go.

Holiday Recap...

Happy New Year Everyone!

I know I haven't been keeping up with this blog the way that I should, it's just been so hectic the last few weeks...

I want to give you a recap of my holiday season...

The Christmas week was incredibly interesting! I got to help my church choir with two new songs! The slow tempo song I directed (it was my directorial debut!! lol), and the fast tempo song I accompanied my mom-figure on the keyboard! It was fun, and I realized how much of that part of my life I miss. The Christmas play was amazing, and very insightful. I also finally produced my Christmas album that's been on hold for the last 4 years!! People loved it, and I was able to donate the proceeds to the church's expense drive!

Working on the cd was a difficult process, but it was lots of fun as well.
Christmas Day was spent at my Aunt's house in Lancaster! It was a nice gathering, but I had the most fun when my Little Aunt, my cousin, her daughter and I went to see Alvin and the Chipmunks! We're all 23, and mellow. We can have a good time doing things that couldn't end us up in situations we have to pray to God to get ourselves out of. I guess you can say I'm boring. I'm not interested in doing anything that could jeopardize my health... I've done that enough by myself!

Then a week later, New Year's Eve came!
Our church has a Watch Meet Service every year, and last year was the first year I spent away from church. I spent it in the hospital's psych ward instead! *A Long Story which deserves a blog of its own!!*

Even though I wasn't thrilled about attending the service, I'm really glad I did!! It was great, and just what I needed to kick off the new year! God came through and showed out for us!!

The next day, my grandmother made her Seafood Gumbo (which was bomb!), we played Wii games, and had a generally good time!

After that, things begin to get a little... strange in the house. So strange, in fact that it was decided that it would be best if I moved back in with my mother in Lancaster!!! I wish I could go into details with you, but it's too personal to share in a blog.

So here I am, in Lancaster, with my room, my music, my movies, my books, and most importantly, my bed!!! lol

This living arrangement will be a struggle, but it will teach me humility, and depending on God for the answers I seek. I'm ready for this change!!